Ok - yesterday i was being very negative about things - but i was exhausted and the early starts definately had caught up with me. Wednesday night i had gotten to bed about 10:30ish - just before the penalites in the Champions League final - but didnt get to sleep till around midnight - i think that took its toll also.
Thursday evening i had a huge headache and felt light headed and all the rest of it - it was depressing and i was half feeling that maybe working full 5 days a week and getting in at 8am [which is not that early really] is just beyond me post chemo - that was not a nice thought! Thursday evening i rested and was in bed by about 9ish and slept soundly.
Today im pleased to report things are much better - the headache has gone and ive been back on form work wise - we had a meeting this morning for the current project im working on and i was able to contribute hugely to that - as has been the recent trend which i hope to continue.
So perhaps I can make it.. getting in for 8am generally is a good habit and will help me progress here career wise - wonder if i can keep it up - or is it going a bit far too soon as ive never been in that sort of routine for my entire working life to date? Guess i'll experiment and see.
Energy wise i have some days off next week too along with a charity day that i'll post about as well - so should be a good opportunity for some battery recharging!